Live Your Life

2010-06-15T09:24:00.004+08:00

I want to go back to study, things were great back then. Now with this stupid project, everything is so screw up. Just hate to it. No point complaining, the spell is ready casted and there is no way to un-cast this. Got to just live with it. Peace out

2010-03-30T15:11:00.001+08:00

Who am i , or should i say what am i to you?

2010-03-30T00:50:00.003+08:00

Just bored, fucking tired but just can't sleep. Can't believe i fucking slack 1 month away, should had think more about money instead of other things. How am i going to survive with just my allowance when i need to pay for my own bills. Looks like it's gonna be homemade sandwiches for the next few months. Feel so powerless when you know that you don't have enough cash in the near future. DAMN IT!

2010-03-03T18:20:00.004+08:00

I miss you baby!! Gonna keep myself busy so time
will pass real quick! Hopefully! Counting down: 5
weeks and 6 days to go. Can't wait to see you!
I love you baby girl!

2010-02-13T11:20:00.006+08:00

This is why i love this game! Full of surprise!

2010-02-08T21:30:00.003+08:00

Maybe somehow you will be enlighten when you reached your 20s? More responsibility will be on your shoulder too i guess? "You are no longer a kid! You are an adult already!" These are the few lines people tell me after wishing me a happy birthday. Guess I'm still not ready for all these responsibility. As you grow older , you will be able to see more things, more clearly. I'm sounding like an old man already. Bye people ! and also gong xi fa cai! happy chinese new year!

Life is fragile! Live to the fullest people !

2010-01-18T20:35:00.007+08:00

My program died on me , it don't allows me to finish my project using my own computer. Next is my work , they hired some new guy , who is a full timer! Damn it! Lesser pay , lesser fun! Totally don't feel like going to work anymore but i got to!. Then is my mobile device! Can't even work! Got to fix it but can't find the warranty. How nice , how wonderful! My life rocks man! Nice! one work click and all my links are gone!

Hey people! I'm selling my PSP GO , Black 16G with 3 games ( FIFA10, NBA10, GRAN TURISMO)

Reason I'm letting it go : I'M BROKE and i hardly play it!

2009, what a year

2009-12-30T15:51:00.003+08:00

Looking back at 2009 and i realize something , i didn't accomplish anything at all.

2009-12-26T12:02:00.002+08:00

Will never ever again !

With or without makes no different

2009-12-22T11:44:00.005+08:00

Sometimes i really thinks why the hell do you exist? Yes , without you there won't be me however there's a boundary for everything and everybody does has their limit. I totally gave up on you. Now i just want you out of my life and have nothing to do with you anymore. I'm having this mix feeling , neither sad or angry! Don't know to feel sorry for myself or what. You never been there for me whenever i needed someone. I envy of other kids whenever there's parent meeting , both parent will be there. When i done well in something , all i want was just some encouragement from you , simple pat on the shoulder or just telling me "well done" will be good. For the past 10 years , life without you , i'm still fine . In fact , i'm living happily without you , with such awsome family is good enough for me. There is nothing else i can ask for. My sister is right about something , maybe its just our life to meet those people in our life , maybe it's just our life not to have someone like them to be in our life.

This time you really cross the line , i think I'll never call you again. If people ask , i will say there's not such person. I'm done with you.

2009-12-16T21:11:00.003+08:00

I can't seems to concentrate on my notes. Trying so hard to put everything into my head , i just hope i can just burn everything , mix it with water , drink it down and everything will be in my head. How i wish that is possible. I suddenly recall what my lecturer said " What if one day , somebody gonna insert one chip into your brain and from that moment onwards you will be able to access the Internet wherever you are . Are you going to insert one into your brain ?" On the spot my answer was no. To come and think of it, now i would say yes , please insert one into my brain now. Sigh , i don't know what's in my mind now ! I just don't know what's wrong with me. Feeling damn shitty and wants to dig my heart out right now.

2009-11-26T21:48:00.002+08:00

Learn how to ride a bicycle , checked. One more thing in my to-do list done. After been mock by so many people for such a long time, i finally manage to go on two wheels. Great accomplishment , at last i can tell other people i know how to ride a bicycle. After an hour cycling , the pain is killing me. Either my ass is too huge or the seat is too small. Hopefully by next month will be able to resume what i'm learning in the first place. I really can't wait.

2009-11-18T20:41:00.003+08:00

Won't it be nice to just be a kid ? Nothing to worry about , just eat, sleep and play. That's all. Even though there's a lot of restriction , meaning there's also little things to worry or stress about? Can't help by looking back at secondary school life and whine about how life was so stress-free at that time. Baby's friend just reminded me that I'm turning 20 in just a couple of months time , will be followed by 21. Which means I'll be an adult then. Can't believe it , everything just seems to change so fast. Soon , I'll be joining the army and the work force or continuing studying. 10 years down the road , my bros and i will be drinking beer and eating duck wings at coffee shop. Looking back at our poly life, secondary school life , basketball life , laughing at those stupid things that we had done and things we always wanted to do but had no chance to. I'll be having so much fun with my baby girl and always look back , thinking why are we such an awesome couple!

So why not cherish everyone and everything around you and not regret when you look back?

p/s : Love you my dear girl !

2009-10-05T15:53:00.003+08:00

Guess you won't believe me .

2009-09-13T00:07:00.002+08:00

FUCKING ANGRY AND FUCKING SICK!!!

2009-09-08T01:11:00.001+08:00

guess not

2009-09-07T23:40:00.001+08:00

i see sunshine after the rain

FML

2009-09-01T12:37:00.006+08:00

Exam is over but the stress continues. Having such a rough day at home , how bad can it be? Been the youngest at home , doesn't i have the rights to be correct also? When it's not my fault , it's not my fault and i won't apologize for something which i think I'm not in the wrong. That's something I'm very sure about. I'm not longer a small boy that you all can pus around with anymore , please get this into your freaking head

Pictures we took yesterday :

At least i see sunshine after the rain.

2009-08-16T12:40:00.005+08:00

After weeks of intense project work revision for my accounting final test, which is totally GG!
Finally get to have a break from school for awhile
Feel so good to get away from school work , even though it's just awhile , still better than nothing..
Working my weekend off isn't that bad , just take it as a recharge for my coming study week .

People i really want to spend more time with during the holiday!!

2009-07-15T14:50:00.003+08:00

Since no one is giving a damn about it and looks like i make no different
Might as well just fuck off? i don't see the needs of me been here.

2009-07-04T13:11:00.002+08:00

When i have so many things to blog about , my mind just went blank. DAMN IT

I'm trying to change these bad habit of mine
- Doing things halfway and give up
- "Say only"

Most of the time i just talk without thinking about it. i keep saying that i want to become strong , better and one day i realize that i did nothing at all to make myself stronger. All i did was talking and no action done. Sometime i'm just mad at myself for not been good enough at lots of things , not only basketball. Knowing that i can do it if i just try a little harder , but i refuse to. i really need actions instead of words , i really need motivation to carry on.

2009-06-21T21:59:00.003+08:00

WRS is doing well which is great , just keep it going and we'll be come a better team! All the way man! 3D2N was awesome! :) ilub

Ride & Matches

2009-05-16T11:43:00.010+08:00

Yesterday morning went breakfast with b and she gave me a ride to bukit timah market!! HAHAHA! SO COOL!! I was damn excited as it's my first time b is driving me around ! Br-unch than my girl drove me around her house area , showing me her secondary school and everything (: Looking forwar to the next time and also maybe with your own car? i can't wait to drive man , i'm so gonna start my driving lesson... as soon as i got the money !

School ended , pick up my stuff and head over to Oversea Family School for some basketball matches. Few of us were late , didn't get a chance to warm up and started playing. Feel so much better cheering and playing for 铺廉. Back-to-back games expose our weakness , our fitness. In the second game , those ang moh dominate us with their height and size. Somehow we manage to cut the lead to 4 , but still it wasn't good enough to put us through. 1 win and 1 lose , more or less i think we are kinda ready for youth cup. all the way team!!

Why don't chose the easy way out , making life difficult for everyone. i just don't understand what's in your head !

Taking away the L , putting on the P

2009-04-25T09:55:00.016+08:00

Alright , two people passed their TP few weeks ago and they are able to drive now! Without having someone looking after them. SO COOL!! Congrats baby(car) and Bao (bike). Good that bao is giving me rides back and ford to work , no need to wait for MRT and taxi.

I cant wait for b to drive me around man! practice more b , so you can drive me around soon! (: hope you can over come the fear. Yes Yes!! i know i sound like a xiao bai lian , but i don't care. Wait til i save up enough money and i'll go take up driving lessons and start driving too!

School starts and it's getting more tiring day by day and the best part is....
THERE'S MORE TO COME!!! I WILL SURVIVE !!

Chalet with my Bro&Sis and b's bday before school reopen:

B's bday:

Guys! give all out man ,it's our last milo cup! let's bring something home!

Cao~

UP YOURS!!

2009-04-18T00:04:00.001+08:00

I'M SO FUCKING GONNA REMEMBER YOUR NAME CCB!! I'LL NEVER EVER LET YOU OFF SON OF THE BITCH!!

^^

2009-04-17T23:01:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 19th MY LOVE!

More photos when i get them.

Can't wait for tomorrow to come!

BYE~

Wondering

2009-04-08T23:29:00.002+08:00

Am i that lousy?

THINK THINK THINK!

2009-04-03T01:25:00.004+08:00

"SOME" people will want things to go their way.

if any other things that isn't going their way ,

it will be bull shit.

i just don't know why some people would be so...

maybe i should use the word : unreasonable.

Think of other people too , don't just think for yourself!

Bball camp.......

2009-03-20T23:25:00.005+08:00

Just came back from basketball camp , it's really team bonding camp , not much training. i enjoy myself and i got freaking sun burn! Good thing is that mine turns out to be alright already! wooooooo.

Enough of the nice part , now to the fuck up part.

i'm so gonna let my anger out here. Got to wake up 6 in the morning tomorrw for WRS training. Si bei swee lor i only know like 1030 pm today when training is so fucking early tomorrow. nice one la! What The Fuck! Feeling damn sucks now. ARGH!!!! damn it la!

Holiday

2009-03-10T19:19:00.003+08:00

Second week for holidays which means 5 more weeks to go. well great.... Not planning to work for this holiday , let's all hope that money will drop from the sky uh?! haha! This weekend we are gonna go celebrate zhen feng's birthday. Good , is like some kind of gathering for we guys again. Will be going for NP basketball camp for the first 3 days of next week. Time to see how i play and where do i stand in the team. Time to train? i guess. Going to meet up with her tommorrow :) hoping that tomorrow will be here right away! Gonna have lots of fun this and next week, meet ups , birthday celebration and also camp. CANT WAIT!! oh ya ! result will be out 20 march 9a.m . So let's enjoy first while we can!

IT'S TIME FOR ME TO LOOSE SOME WEIGHT!

Birthday

2009-02-27T18:12:00.003+08:00

i know is like already at the end of the month but still happy 19th birthday kiantee!
we went to pub during the study week to celebrate his birthday

he is one damn lucky man :P
haha!!

It's the second day of school holiday and there is like 6 more weeks to go.
everybody enjoy your holiday! bye!

much better person

2009-02-18T13:05:00.003+08:00

trying to become a better person , in one way or another.....

FUCK

2009-02-14T20:59:00.004+08:00

what's wrong with you all?! can't you people listen to me? Is it so hard? i think a 3 year old kid can understand what i was saying. You all want things your way , your style , your method?! what the hell is wrong with you all?! FUCK!!!

Update Update Update!!

2009-02-14T12:11:00.010+08:00

Alright now it's time for me to update the 6 - 7 weeks of school which is also my final term of year 1, hopefully!! Time pass really fast! 2 paper in 1 week time.

Cu xi with my family! haha! played wii and xbox360!
enjoy ourself in this family gathering!

We celebrated Chinese new year not long after school reopen for us. So , like always , my bros and i went over to Alan's place and gamble + drinking during cu 2 night. Enjoy ourself , we played quite a number of game with require drinking , now i don't really like beer , you smell damn damn bad after drinking -.-

Somehow we need not to study during cu 3 , franky gave us a day off , so we decided to go visiting. First stop is my place followed by Alvin's , Jer's than John's. ALVIN'S HOUSE IS DAMN DAMN FAR -.- WHAT THE HELL HOUGANG. the trip back and fore sucks! super long 1 hour plus to go there and go to jer's house. Just 4 houses took us the whole day. These are taken at john's place.

And these are the picture of bday dinner :)

i love the tees and hoody.

thanks baby!

Exams are coming soon , everyone must study uh !
Don't regret! Chao~ ilu

Swollen eyes

2009-02-10T07:48:00.002+08:00

I'm 101% lack of sleep! Sleeping at 2am and next thing you

know is that you are waking up at 6am.... What the hell!

Making things clear

2009-02-03T21:09:00.002+08:00

Okay , i'm here to make things clear.

I did say that we are going to celebrate my brithday ( maybe sam's also) during the sentosa trip.
but somehow it's cancel , and makes it look like i didn't even ask you all out to celebrate my bday. It is my fault that i didn't say you out on that day itself. i remember saying before that i want to make it during the sunday when everyone is really really free than everyone will be there. i might assume that you all won't be free on my bday itself. Sorry for not asking you all. i just want to let you all know that i want to celebrate with you guys , just that it's cancelled. sorry.... hope you gus get it if you all read this..... lets go to sentosa someday....

2009-01-19T20:51:00.000+08:00

Fuck

2009-01-14T14:27:00.002+08:00

School work is so fuck up now , damn damn fuck up.

Last Day

2009-01-04T12:38:00.004+08:00

Finally get to use my computer at the work place. Last week , i'm not able to connect to the Internet while zhen feng and bao can. Which is totally unfair , rotting and watching those movies that i had watch before. But nevermind , since i get to go online shall not complain so much.

Yup , today is the last day of our 3 weeks holiday. back to waking up in the morning and msn-ing during lesson. Another 6 more weeks of study and exam , we will be going for another 7 weeks for holiday and finally we will become year two! That's fast! And bros will be year 3 and going to army soon! i try not to ps again!

Alright going back to work!
See ya~

Celebration

2009-01-02T22:17:00.002+08:00

Ps Bros! Happy New Year!

New Year

2008-12-30T12:41:00.004+08:00

Happy New Year people!
Looking forward to 2009!

"phew"

Merry Christmas

2008-12-25T12:59:00.003+08:00

Merry Christmas everybody , This year's Christmas eve was a little different from how we celebrate for the pass few years. This time only few of us went over to li yun's place and so called celebrate. but standard activities , mahjiong and steamboat. i know it's kinda weird to have steamboat during Christmas while other people having turkey and cakes. However , Feng did try something new , Vodka with veg , while i try Vodka with hot dogs

12 plus midnight , meet up with Alan , Sam , Kenneth and Douglas . Time to play some card games and more drinking . Like the usual us , we just find some random place and started playing. Everybody was high , damn damn high! Although not everyone's around but still we enjoy, at least i did. I'm hoping that new year eve we will be able to garther everyone!! :)

MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!

One And A Half

2008-12-23T16:51:00.004+08:00

Half of my holiday gone , did nothing much . Tennis , shopping , slacking ,rotting at home , playing games , movie. Twilight is a nice show , just that it lack of actions , but i like the part where they play baseball , it's damn damn cool.

And finally get to play basketball with my bros. Went to CCAB yesterday. Used to be SMU , now change to NUS. Miss that place alot alot man We usedto have our training there , And also Kian Tee trying break the pin for the lock there -.- HAHA! and he did manage to get it. Let's play ball some day again :)

Chirstmas coming soon , Merry Chirstmas to everyone one and a half more weeks to start of school. let's enjoy first !

Study Week

2008-12-06T15:21:00.003+08:00

The past week is the so called study week for us but we still have our lesson on.
It's unfair man! Other have their study week which means they can study at home.
not like ours! still got to go school.

3 papers for us next week ,
3 weeks of holiday coming up after that.
Can't wait for holiday man ,
Chirstmas and new year.

This week's picture from IKEA.

Bye now!

^_^

2008-11-25T19:48:00.007+08:00

No Life

2008-11-20T20:16:00.003+08:00

Another day passed.
This is a fast/short semester for us.
Lesser module but not lesser work.
Kinda sick of this.
So boring , so no life!

So many things inside me ,
Just don't know where to start from.

Movie & Birthday

2008-11-13T20:19:00.009+08:00

Watched Madagascar 2 today.
Not a bad show but not really good either :x
There is still some funny part.
Not bad Not bad.

12Nov

Justin's birthday! happy birthday!
Brought a cake from west mall and tired to surprise him.
But , i think we didn't really surprise him
OK , got to go and "study" for UID quiz tomorrow!
byebye

Basketball

2008-11-09T22:19:00.006+08:00

After 3 days of basketball , school of ICT got second.
Which i don't like it at all .
Com'on , second place is like...
aiya don't know how to say.
Nevermind , forget about it.
Here is the pictures.
Week 5 coming up , Bye people.

望天 (staring at the sky)

Look emo :P

Alan! si bei touching uh! Come support me instead of your school.

My teammates!

Mark he's damn funny!

Alvin! chiong only!

Thanks for coming to support!

First Training = WTH!

2008-11-04T23:15:00.002+08:00

i tell you this if freaking pain!
Super freaking pain can!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wa lau! first training for the sem and it turns out like this.
sian!
Bye people!

Fire Drill , Astons & Black

2008-11-01T13:13:00.014+08:00

Fire Drill

3oth (day)

All the while i thought there is fire drill in secondary school.

But we had our drill on the 30th oct.

Thinking that it's abit werid that having a fire drill in poly.

Making us carry our stuff and sweat like siao!

Astons

30th oct (night)

Head over to town to get our black tee for the next day.

As all of us agree to wear all black :)

Than Astons for our dinner.

Nice ~

This is alvin wang , jol's friend

Halloween = Black Day

All black for that day!

Cool bodoh! haha!

Nothing much about that day.

Bye people!

Blood Donation

2008-10-29T20:46:00.004+08:00

Yes ! I just did my first ever blood donation today!

It didn't hurt that much as i thought.

Still ok :)

So people go save some lives now.

Now i'm not sure of playing basketball in NP ,

i want to! just that...

i don't know man....

i really don't know...

Tennis

2008-10-26T09:35:00.011+08:00

Learn tennis during S&W (Sports & Wellness)
After our first actual lesson which is not on the tennis court.
We just want to play more.
So , Friday and Saturday we went over to John's house to have our tennis "training"
The balls fly all over the place and i think we had lost like more than 10 balls?
Okay , these are the people i played with :

Justin

JerfenJolene

John

Bye! ^^

First Time ~ Edited

2008-10-19T23:42:00.003+08:00

Yup , that was my first time to the club.

Quite fun after all :)

Since it's the first time , of course we are abit shy :P

after awhile everyone got high and enjoy man!

But can't really go everytime cause abit ex

Will upload the pictures soon once i get it :)

Bye now and take care !

Without noticing the cam , he was like this..

After noticing it, here he goes acting! Still act somemore?
They cannot stand my cute-ness!!a

( Omg! Even I , myself wanna vomit while typing this)Come kiss kiss
the lian and beng couple
Gold hair in the house
OKAY! this two fellow are not gay alright! Bros Act cute time! we are damn good in acting cute can? :X

Happy 18 Kenneth !!

2008-10-16T23:03:00.004+08:00

Happy 18 to our youngest member:

Kenneth Lee

Get to play basketball with my bball mates today.

much much better than playing 1v1 with Xun Ping everytime after gym.

This evening we played without jelly arms or tiring legs.

Just that it rain . What a waste man , got to dry the floor

But did enjoy myself alot cause since a long time that i play so hard :)

Tired but all worth it. I'm sooooooooo happy :)
Maybe going to Zouk tomorrow night with my Bros

Don't laugh but it will be my first time going to club.

ByeBye , tomorrow's friday

woooohooooooooo *SIMLE*

New Semester , New Hair

2008-10-15T19:25:00.005+08:00

Change of hair style ,

decide to change because i haven change since my O level ended :)

Today OOP ( another programming module for me =.=)

Sick of programming , but too bad ,

I'm in IT.

3 hours break so went lunch outside and than pool after that ,

Back to school for BIS.

Finally found a teacher who can joke around

That's great.

okay , bye now, time for pictures.

(That's my new hair)

Tears

2008-10-14T21:04:00.001+08:00

School & Random

2008-10-13T21:35:00.002+08:00

Okay , first day of school of my second semster

Quite alright for me , but thinking of going back to school ,

Kinda boring . ><

"God got to be fair to everyone.

At the very same moment,

There will be people feeling sad , hurt , upset

While others feeling happy , loved , joyful.

So people , look on the bright side of life."

BYE~

Happy 18th Wei Jie

2008-10-12T19:52:00.003+08:00

Happy birthday wei jie!

Yesterday night went over to kiantee's house and have a mahjiong session.

and So-called celebrate his brithday but didn't really celebrate at all.

Thinking of going out have dinner together with him ,

but most of us sleeps only at 6 in the morning , some even later.

so can't really wake up , we will try to make it up for you :)

School's starting tomorrow , got to work harder !

"What is the purpose of living?"

Just a random question !

I'm not going to commit suicide okay!!

Song

2008-10-11T13:48:00.003+08:00

Some people laugh,
And some people cry,
And some people live,
And some people die,
And some people run,
Right into the fire,
And some people hide,
Their every desire

[Chorus]
But we are the lovers,
If you don't believe me,
Then just look into my eyes,
Cause the heart never lies

And some people fight,
And some people fall,
Others pretend,
They don't care at all,
If you wanna fight,
I'll stand right beside you,
The day that you fall,
I'll be right behind you,
To pick up the pieces,
If you don't believe me,
Then just look into my eyes,
Cause the heart never lies

Another year over,
And we're still together,
It's not always easy,
But I'm here forever,

[Chorus]
Yeah, we are the lovers,
I know you believe me,
When you look into my eyes,
Cause the heart never lies,
Cause the heart never lies,
yeah,Cause the heart never lies

Pictures!! ^^

2008-10-09T13:06:00.004+08:00

This picture laugh my ass off man!!

I just can't stop laugh!

Back !!

2008-10-09T02:01:00.000+08:00

Ok , they are right about it.

They say that i'm going ot change back to blogger sooner or later.

Livejournal is giving me problems

Just came back from class chalet this morning

Super shaq uh!! :S

i'm gonna stop here

ByeBye ^^