With or without makes no different

Sometimes i really thinks why the hell do you exist? Yes , without you there won't be me however there's a boundary for everything and everybody does has their limit. I totally gave up on you. Now i just want you out of my life and have nothing to do with you anymore. I'm having this mix feeling , neither sad or angry! Don't know to feel sorry for myself or what. You never been there for me whenever i needed someone. I envy of other kids whenever there's parent meeting , both parent will be there. When i done well in something , all i want was just some encouragement from you , simple pat on the shoulder or just telling me "well done" will be good. For the past 10 years , life without you , i'm still fine . In fact , i'm living happily without you , with such awsome family is good enough for me. There is nothing else i can ask for. My sister is right about something , maybe its just our life to meet those people in our life , maybe it's just our life not to have someone like them to be in our life.

This time you really cross the line , i think I'll never call you again. If people ask , i will say there's not such person. I'm done with you.